There are certain reactions that are relative to certain situations and events in life. When you land that dream job you'v always wanted, your shoulders are automatically elevated. You can't stop talking about how amazing your job is and all. When he finally pops the question, everything about him becomes suddenly awesome. He becomes the basis of your very existence. When your team wins that league or cup, mehn, no other team can ever live to be as great as yours. Great feelings accompany great events. That is the normal norm in life, right?
Now comes the anticlimax. What happens when you have to helplessly watch all the amazing feelings spiral down and plummet into the abyss of indifference, a total breakdown or even failure? What happens when that best friend of yours suddenly happens not to think you are his best buddy? That awkward moment when you realise that your team could not defend their title.#CFC#. That point in your life when you wish that you wanted to be with another woman rather than the one you already committed to. What happens when what you thought was going to be the most passionate thing that has ever happened to you suddenly loses all its flavour and becomes tasteless? Especially when you have tried to give it your all and it seems like all you'r hitting is a brickwall that won't cave in easily?
How does one reconcile that great dream you once had and the brutal reality that confronts you presently? I really need answers this time. I don't have any.. All I know is that it leaves you with nothing but a deep gore in your chest (litrally).
So, please if there is anyone who will read this and can tell me how to deal with it, do not hesitate to drop your suggestions here.
